Ever since the patriarch Job lived his troubled life, we have been asking, “Why?”
Actually, the question “Why?” was probably asked since the beginning of time. Perhaps Adam halted in his naming of the animals to ask, “Why, God? Why spend so much time on the colorful details of the bluejay, then throw together this ridiculous version of the dodo bird?”
The first mother, Eve, no doubt asked, “Why did Cain have to take Abel’s life? Why even allow me to birth these boys if you’re just going to take one of them away? Why God? Why?”
Every infertile woman, every family standing beside a coffin, every couple whose marriage ends in divorce will ask, “Why?”
We seek answers because we try to make sense of whatever horrible thing has happened. If we can underscore the event with a logical answer, we can put together a plan for dealing with the loss.
But life doesn’t work that way.
We cannot control the surprise ending nor can we surround the trauma with some sort of reasoning. No earthly logic can explain why my mother lives within the shadows of the Long Goodbye. Why? What is the key to this disease? How can my family deal with it from the viewpoint of a logical answer?
Like faith, we have to accept some things as they are and believe a higher power will absorb the shock. Especially when we don’t understand.
But good old Job provides a possible solution, even when our fists are clenched in angry denial. The answer hides within a verse that whispers to me every time I ask a new, “Why?”
Whether for correction, or for His world, or for lovingkindness — He allows it to happen” (Job 37:13 NASB).
For correction. Sometimes God allows terrible things to happen because we need to be shocked into the reality that we are not gods. Only the real God knows the reason behind everything. We cannot figure it all out.
But perhaps in those moments of horrific happenings, we will reset our course and start over.
Our response might be, “What can I learn from this situation?” Instead of “Why?” rephrase it with “What?”
As gracious and loving as God is, he sometimes allows terrible things to happen. Why? So we can learn from our experiences and grow up. So we will reach out for him and learn more about trust.
For his world. We live in a depraved world. We are deceived into thinking we can fill our minds, our bodies and our souls with junk and not face the consequences. We eat what is not good for us, buy guns and forget to hide the bullets from children, look at someone’s skin color and judge him.
Our world is not a safe place to live, so obviously — bad things are going to happen. Tornadoes, floods, violence, trauma, illness, death. All are part of the definition of living.
Why does God allow the world to turn against us? To remind us that we are human and a better place DOES exist. Tornadoes, violence and Alzheimers will not touch us in heaven.
God has planned for something better.
For lovingkindness. For me, this is the most difficult of the Job answers. Sometimes God allows certain tragedies to happen because he is a loving God, a backward opposite world sort of treatise.
Did God allow the groom to be killed the night before his wedding because he would someday betray his bride and destroy his family?
Does God invite little children into his heavenly arms because he knows their homes will be bombed and it is kinder to take them out of the horror?
Will God prevent a student from finishing a degree because he knows that particular pathway is the wrong direction?
We cannot second guess Almighty God.
I do not pretend to know what God determines about anyone else’s life. But he has sometimes worked his backward lovingkindness for me. Hindsight is wiser than the present experience.
God allowed me to be downsized out of a good job to force me to rest. Then he pointed me toward something better.
I wonder if God took Deb home to prevent her from living a blind life from the effects of macular degeneration. I am glad for her, but sad for me.
Is God protecting Mom by allowing her to move into the world of Alzheimers? She is unaware of racial tensions, ISIS terrorists and a democracy teetering on the edge. She does not care who will become the next president. She just wakes up every morning and shuffles to breakfast, then back to her room to turn up the television and wait for lunch. No worries. No stress.
Life will always present us with quandaries, with questions we cannot answer. We can only move toward hope by embracing the direction of forward, one day, one moment at a time.
My fictional character, Reverend G, often said “The question is ‘Why?’ but the answer is ‘Who.’”
When something happens we cannot understand, the best thing we can do, is stay in hope that something good will replace it. Then run into the loving arms of the God who knows the answers.
©2020 RJ Thesman – All Rights Reserved
The above essay is an excerpt from Sometimes They Forget — Finding Hope in the Alzheimer’s Journey.
Love the answers in God’s word.
Yep! Oddly enough, only in that version.