This week, a thank you card will be delivered to you. The card is from me, your daughter – Rebecca. You may wonder why I sent you a thank you card.
October is my birthday month, and it’s okay, Mom, that you didn’t remember. Sometimes I, too, can hardly believe another year has gone by.
On my birthday, I want you to know how much I appreciate you. It wasn’t until I became a mother that I understood how much of ourselves we pour into our children. And I’m not just talking about the meals, the activities and making chicken soup when we’re sick.
I’m talking about the soul-giving that mothers extend to their children – that you extended to me.
Everyone knows about the labor and contractions you endured during my birth, but I also know you labored with soul contractions throughout my growing up years.
I’m talking about when you were bone tired from working your shift at the hospital, then you came home to make supper, finished a load of laundry and still made it to my softball game on time. Not once did you complain. In fact, when I looked into the crowd, you were the one cheering loudest for me.
You defended me when other kids or even adults said unkind things to me. You taught me how to make the perfect zwieback with just the right dimple on top so that melted butter pooled inside that crevasse. And you showed me how to sew a perfect hem so that no one except the two of us could see the stitches.
I thank you, Mom, for the late nights when I know you were on your knees for me. You poured out your soul to Almighty God and asked him to keep me safe, but at the same time you were willing to let me go and let God do his work in my life.
You seemed proud when I left home to serve as a missionary, and you only cried when I returned – wiser and grateful for the experience. I know you prayed for me every day and asked God to send some of his big guy angels to protect your daughter so far from home.
Years later, you came to the hospital when I lost my baby – your first grandchild. Even now, I remember coming out of that anesthesia-induced haze. It was your hand that gripped mine – your tears that mingled with mine.
Best of all, Mom, you taught me to cherish words. You drove me to the library every week so I could check out books to read when I finished my chores. Then you provided the perfect example as you sat under the floor lamp and read your own stack of library books.
You wanted to be a writer, and I’m sorry that didn’t happen for you. Instead, you nourished my dream to become a writer. I’m an author now, Mom, with a book about Alzheimer’s. The irony is that many of the scenes in that book came from our moments together.
These days, I grip your hand and try not to cry when you repeat the same questions over and over.
So on my birthday week, I want to thank you, Mom, for all you’ve done for me. You brought me into the world and gave me the freedom to discover my purpose in that world. You encouraged me to use my gifts and showed me it was okay to be a radical, independent woman. You labored and prayed and then feasted on my accomplishments.
I know I have made you proud and although you may not remember the name inscribed on this card or the daughter who sent it, I just want to say thank you.
I love you Mom – forever.
©2013 RJ Thesman – “The Unraveling of Reverend G” – http://amzn.to/11QATC1
What a beautiful thank-you!
Thank you, Sally. I’m glad you liked it.
Good Morning Rebecca,
What a sweet post. I was wondering when your next local speaking engagement is?
Thanks, SuZan. I appreciate your kindness. So far, my next engagement is at the HACWN conference where I’ll be teaching 2 workshops. Hope you can be there.
Rebecca. this is so meaningful. Thank you.
Thank you, Elfrieda. I know you totally understand!