As a writer, observation is one of my most important tools. Awareness of this tool causes me to listen for dialects when people talk and later incorporate those rhythms into the characters who people my novels.
Observation notes interesting quirks such as the depth of a dimple, a spontaneous laugh or fingers drumming on a barn wood plank. The benefits of observation add color and texture to my words without plagiarizing on the lives before me.
Sometimes a graphic or a word suddenly surprises me with its potential. I see it, reflect on it and journal through it. Soon it becomes a theme, a sentence that stretches into a paragraph or as in this case – a graphic morphs into a blog post.
“All great changes are preceded by chaos” read the graphic, and I have no idea who deserves the attribution. But it pummeled into my soul like a snare drum in the early morning fog.
Chaos in the Journey
How appropriate for this journey I have traveled the last two years! The chaos of searching for a church forced me to consider the depths of my spiritual hunger and what my faith has taught me – either wrongly or with stunning accuracy.
The journey and the change – the processing of who I am at the core flattened me so that I often landed on my knees – an appropriate stance for any soul-seeker living in chaos.
Then gradually, as my choice settled into a murky concrete, the chaos eased.
Replaced by the peace that passes all understanding, my decision radiated with joy – maybe not so much because of where I chose to fellowship but more because the search had finally ended.
Even now, I find myself restless, seeking change yet dreading the chaos. I feel the rumbles of change in our nation and no – I am not going to talk politics. Whoever wins will face a changing nation because we are not what we were even two years ago.
Chaos again threatens.
Perhaps the power of observation has settled more deeply in my soul for a reason. Aging seems to magnify change.
With my mom, who lives within the shadowy world of Alzheimers, any change in routine creates anxiety. So we carefully monitor her visits to the farm, even her attendance at the church she loves.
I do not believe Alzheimers now whispers within my brain, but there is a definite disturbance in the force. The chaos of change creeps ever closer.
Even the divine warns, “Everything will change. The foundations are shaken.”
Perhaps the chaos that threatens will result in a national revival that will change how we perceive each other’s worlds. Would it not be wonderful if skin color no longer divided us into urban and rural, poor and rich, dead and alive.
I so wish change would eliminate broken children, abused women and toxic relationships. Please, God – let it be.
Yet experience teaches that these changes cannot and never will occur without some sort of chaos.
Sometimes I curse the tool of observation because it hurts so much. Yet change implies growth and as we stretch – albeit with pain – we eventually grow stronger.
God bless America and God help us all as we face whatever chaos is ahead. May each of us find our own destiny within this changing world and make it a better place to call home.
And may we all stay in hope that after the chaos fades, peace will dawn.
©2016 RJ Thesman – Author of the Reverend G books http://amzn.to/1rXlCyh
Yes. May it be so.
Thanks, Jerry. Prayer still changes chaos into peace.
A National Revival would be wonderful!
Indeed – it certainly would. Thanks for the comment, Judith.
Good expansion of the graphic’s words.
Thanks, Suzan – amazing how that graphic just showed up when I was writing this post !